Goodbye to that Blood Moon of Ours

To the heartbreaker:

I don't want to say goodbye

no matter what I do, I can never get over you
from the time I had you rolling on the floor laughing because you never thought I had it in me and
from the time we poured our souls and cried things I never thought it would end like this.

I pretend you're not gone, but you are.  and since you ended it, I'm shredded.

between the heart break and loneliness, the cold blankets, and the days by myself when I just need you here. I'm here.                               and you're there. 

And I'm not sure why I care.  And to your final words, "So yeah, I think we both need a break."

Give me a break at work. Give me a break at school. But don't give me a break from love.